Saturday, December 26, 2009
w.h.y?
i don't update my blog for quite some time...i guess im not the type who is updating the blog regularly...huhu...well, right now im in my sweet home in Kluang. It is such a good feeling when we are surrounded by people who love us dearly and unconditionally (^_^)
the exam period is over and it's nearly 2 weeks where i'm having sweet and pleasure time but i can't help to feel worried about the exam's result...i hope n pray dat the outcome will be sweet n nice....hehehe
today, i'm having a good time wif my bestfren, Fateha. Later at night, me, my sister n all my cousins, we were guin out n have fun karaoke-ing (FYI-we go to a decent place) I think it has been a long time since we all have fun together....what a great day is today (^_^)
Tomorrrow....my bro will go back to his place bringing along his broadband which mean he bring a long part of my life..isk3x....well without the broadband it is obviously i can say no more facebook-ing and for sure my blog will be berhabuk again...hahaha...(pity with my blog...)
15 Jan 2010: i will be back to Unisel and i hope this new coming semester will bring a lot of fun, happiness, experiences and challenges to treasure (^_^)
may Allah bless me and all of you, my frens...tata... (^_^)
p/s: hurm...i need to say this....i miss mr.H so badly...wandering what he is doing right now...is he ok?
(pretty much i think he is fine without me but still i want to think bout him..)
the exam period is over and it's nearly 2 weeks where i'm having sweet and pleasure time but i can't help to feel worried about the exam's result...i hope n pray dat the outcome will be sweet n nice....hehehe
today, i'm having a good time wif my bestfren, Fateha. Later at night, me, my sister n all my cousins, we were guin out n have fun karaoke-ing (FYI-we go to a decent place) I think it has been a long time since we all have fun together....what a great day is today (^_^)
Tomorrrow....my bro will go back to his place bringing along his broadband which mean he bring a long part of my life..isk3x....well without the broadband it is obviously i can say no more facebook-ing and for sure my blog will be berhabuk again...hahaha...(pity with my blog...)
15 Jan 2010: i will be back to Unisel and i hope this new coming semester will bring a lot of fun, happiness, experiences and challenges to treasure (^_^)
may Allah bless me and all of you, my frens...tata... (^_^)
p/s: hurm...i need to say this....i miss mr.H so badly...wandering what he is doing right now...is he ok?
(pretty much i think he is fine without me but still i want to think bout him..)
Thursday, November 26, 2009
sehari sebelum raya...
I don't have time to write any post yesterday since i was very busy wif my notes and study. Anyhow, i would like to share with the readers upon my experience. First time celebrating Hari Raya in condition i am away from my family. Eventhough it is Hari Raya Haji, i still insist that it supposed to be celebrate with our beloved family.
I never thought it was harder than i think. I think i still can carry on celebrating Hari Raya without my family because all my good frens are around and they also did not come back to their hometown. It was ok at first until my little sister called me asking whether is it true i'm not coming back. i said, yup, it's true that i'm not coming back this time coz my final paper just around the corner and i can't bear to lose a minute of my precious time [ i don't consider writing in my blog now as losing my precious time coz it is a way for me to give myself a few minutes of break after a long tiring hour of study =) ].
I supposed to be there in my hometown, having a good time with my parent, siblings and family but i guess it is the time for me to do a "sacrifice". It does not mean that i sacrifice my family in order to pursuit my excellence in study but i have to do this. I want my parent to be proud of me, i want my siblings to be proud of their sister and that is why i sacrifice the good time so that i won't regret in my later life.
I miss my home so much...mama, baba , atok, my siblings (although sometimes they are annoying but i love them very much for sure,huhuhu) and my family.
Hari Raya's eve, me and my frens went down heading to cafe to have dinner but unfortunately the cafe is closed =( luckily Cangkir cafe in students' center is still open, so we went there to have our dinner....isk3x....
and that's make me want to cry....how i miss my hometown....uwaaa.....
p/s: i miss mr H so much....eventhough i know he will never reply, i still want to wish him and let him know that i still here, waiting for him.
I never thought it was harder than i think. I think i still can carry on celebrating Hari Raya without my family because all my good frens are around and they also did not come back to their hometown. It was ok at first until my little sister called me asking whether is it true i'm not coming back. i said, yup, it's true that i'm not coming back this time coz my final paper just around the corner and i can't bear to lose a minute of my precious time [ i don't consider writing in my blog now as losing my precious time coz it is a way for me to give myself a few minutes of break after a long tiring hour of study =) ].
I supposed to be there in my hometown, having a good time with my parent, siblings and family but i guess it is the time for me to do a "sacrifice". It does not mean that i sacrifice my family in order to pursuit my excellence in study but i have to do this. I want my parent to be proud of me, i want my siblings to be proud of their sister and that is why i sacrifice the good time so that i won't regret in my later life.
I miss my home so much...mama, baba , atok, my siblings (although sometimes they are annoying but i love them very much for sure,huhuhu) and my family.
Hari Raya's eve, me and my frens went down heading to cafe to have dinner but unfortunately the cafe is closed =( luckily Cangkir cafe in students' center is still open, so we went there to have our dinner....isk3x....
and that's make me want to cry....how i miss my hometown....uwaaa.....
p/s: i miss mr H so much....eventhough i know he will never reply, i still want to wish him and let him know that i still here, waiting for him.
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
i miss him...A LOT...
i miss him so much...i miss him eventhough he dumped me right after he meets me...why? i dunno...but i do hope one day he will tell me the reasons why he dumped me...
After he left, my heart broken so badly. i never thought that *physical appearance* counts most when it involves someone you really like and have a potential to go beyond the bound of a friendship. I know me and him shared the same feeling but i guess for him the feeling was gone right after he sees me...
how i know he has a feeling towards me? coz action speaks louder than words...
and
how i know he does not wants me anymore? again...action speaks louder than words.
my good frens advise me to forget him and erase him from my memory but i just can't. They said that i deserve better than him but my heart says he is the best for me.
what are the reasons i fall in love wif him?
People say, he does not wants you anymore, you better find someone else coz for sure there are a better person than him.
BUT...i just can't...it's hard for me to fall in love and hard for me to leave my love.
How long i want to be like this? i dunno...but i do know something, he has always said to me "buatlah sesuatu kerana Allah dan yakinlah dengan janji2 Allah dan pasti ada kejayaan..."
with this piece of advise, i pray day and night,
if he is meant to be for me,
if he is the best for me,
if he is the piece of me that is missing,
may Allah brings us together in His blessing
but
if he is not for me, to Allah i pray to give me someone who is better than him in everthing...
After he left, my heart broken so badly. i never thought that *physical appearance* counts most when it involves someone you really like and have a potential to go beyond the bound of a friendship. I know me and him shared the same feeling but i guess for him the feeling was gone right after he sees me...
how i know he has a feeling towards me? coz action speaks louder than words...
and
how i know he does not wants me anymore? again...action speaks louder than words.
my good frens advise me to forget him and erase him from my memory but i just can't. They said that i deserve better than him but my heart says he is the best for me.
what are the reasons i fall in love wif him?
- he is very gentle wif his parent and his siblings.
- the way he treats me, his attention towards me, his advises etc.
- he is very soft spoken.
- he always remind me about what is the purpose of my existence in this world.
People say, he does not wants you anymore, you better find someone else coz for sure there are a better person than him.
BUT...i just can't...it's hard for me to fall in love and hard for me to leave my love.
How long i want to be like this? i dunno...but i do know something, he has always said to me "buatlah sesuatu kerana Allah dan yakinlah dengan janji2 Allah dan pasti ada kejayaan..."
with this piece of advise, i pray day and night,
if he is meant to be for me,
if he is the best for me,
if he is the piece of me that is missing,
may Allah brings us together in His blessing
but
if he is not for me, to Allah i pray to give me someone who is better than him in everthing...
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