Friday, February 26, 2010

Hanafi

I should not have done that,
I should have pretended not to know
like I did not see it, like I could not see it
I should not have looked at you in the first place

I should have run away,
I should have pretended I was not listening
like I did not hear it, like I could not hear it
I should not have heard your love in the first place

Without a word you made me know love
Without a word you gave me love
Because you took just a breath and ran away like this
Without a word love leaves me
Without a word love abandons me
Wondering what to say next, my lips were surprised
Because it came without a word.

Why does it hurt so much?
Why does it hurt continuously?
Except for the fact that I can’t see you anymore
And that you’re not here anymore
Otherwise it’s the same as before

Without a word you made me know love
Without a word you gave me love
Because you took just a breath and ran away like this
Without a word love leaves me
Without a word love abandons me
Wondering what to say next, my lips were surprised

i love you

i love you
i want you
i need you

love me
hug me
kiss me
adore me
teach me
be kind to me
support me
be there for me
cry with me
hold my hand

and
im yours
FOREVER...

without a word...

well...
i guess im not the type who update
my blog everyday
many things happened
but
i decided to keep it alone
reserved
just for me

i hope
deep inside me
really hope
i can feel the presence of him
again
coz
he make me breath
he make me
forget things that hurt me
he
the only one that i want

BUT

he has long gone
he is not going to be with me
anymore
because
he already decided
to
leave me

without a word...

Sunday, February 7, 2010

English Camp...PSIS


Anjung Pesona PSIS


awesome view from my hotel's room


PSIS students

Group 11
(Lan, Azizi, Azrul, Naz, Safuan, Mai, Rifhan, Fatin,
Yana, Syie, Sheril,Mazni n Tika)

Thursday, January 28, 2010

S.E.D.I.H

sejak naik sem baru ni
rasa macam semua tak kena
minggu first da kena marah dgn lecturer
SEBAB?
salah org lain...
malas nak panjang cerita
yang penting
aku tahu dan Allah tahu
perkara yang sebenarnya...

Settle dengan lecturer
salah faham dgn director lak
kali ni mmg aku ngaku
aku salah
misunderstood about everything
almost give up
but that's not so me...
Jumpa director
settle everything
ALHAMDULILLAH
director sgt memahami...
tapi....
walaupun da selesai perkara ni
aku still nak nangis
kenapa jadi mcm ni?
sepatutnya aku lega
tapi tak...
maybe sebab aku rasa
aku da teraniaya director aku
tanpa aku sedari
aku minta maaf sgt2

director kata he's fine
adah jgn stress
it's over
tp...
apa aku da buat ni...

clasmates sem7...
adah minta maaf
adah da salah cerita
about the director
semua salah aku
berdosanya AKU...

ya Allah...
ampuni aku hamba Mu
semoga apa yang telah berlaku
menjadi pengajaran buatku
hamba Mu
semoga aku dapat menyedari
akan hikmah
disebalik petunjuk Mu





Tuesday, January 26, 2010

munirah nyanyi... (^_^)

i hope you are doing fine out there without me coz i am not doing so good without you...
the things i thought you never know abut me were the things i guess you always understood
so how could i have been so blind for all this years
guess i only see the truth through all this fear
and living without you and everything i have in this world
and all i that ever be it could all fall down around me
just as long as i have you right here by me

Aku tak ingin kau menangis bersedih
Sudahi air mata darimu
Yang aku ingin arti hadir diriku
Kan menghapus dukamu sayang

Karna bagiku kau kehormatanku
Dengarkan dengakan aku

Hanya satu pintaku untukmu dan hidupku
Baik baik sayang ada aku untukmu
Hanya satu pintaku disiang dan malammu
Baik baik sayang karna aku untukmu

Semua keinginan akan aku lakukan
Sekuat semampuku sayang
Karna bagiku kau kehormatanku
Dengarkan dengakan aku

baik-baik sayang- Wali

mr.H..

Kumembenarkan jiwaku
Tuk mencintaimu
Kupersembahkan hidupku
Tuk bersama kamu

Dan diriku untuk kamu
Belum pernah kumerasai begitu

Semua itu telah berlalu
Harapanku palsu
Dan mungkin hari yang satu
Terus ku tertunggu

Di hatiku masih kamu
Belum pernah ku ingin terus memburu

Aku lemah tanpa kamu
Ku inginmu dampingi ku
Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik
Tuk dirimu

Namun aku tetap aku
Yang terbaik tuk diriku
Hanya satu
Hanya kamu

Kumembiarkan hatiku
Tuk merinduimu
Kumenghamparkan sakitku
Tuk tatapan kamu

Bersamamu harapanku
Hilang dalam terang yang membutakanku

Aku lemah tanpa kamu
Ku inginmu dampingi ku
Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik
Tuk dirimu

Sampai syurga kumenunggu
Sampai syurga kucintamu
Hanya kamu

Dan segala yang ku ada
Kuberikan semua
Untuk dirimu saja

Ku mahu dirimu
Bahagia tuk selamanya
Biar sampai syurga
Aku menunggu cinta darimu
Agar ku sempurna

Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik
Tuk dirimu
Namun aku tetap aku
Yang terbaik tuk diriku

Hanya satu

Aku lemah tanpa kamu
Ku inginmu dampingi ku
Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik
Tuk dirimu

Sampai syurga kumenunggu
Sampai syurga kucintamu
Hanya kamu

Faizal Tahir- Sampai Syurga